Today I Am Beautiful.

Azalea and I decided last night that we were only going to eat a cup of yogurt today.
And that only when we were dying of hunger. So far, I have had ice water, a bottle of Diet Pepsi, and three orange Skittles. (To appease my grandma.)
I am running on empty and feeling good. I am strong today: I ran the concession counter for my sisters gymnastics meet. That boils down to three hours straight staring at all sorts of calories and sugar and carbs right there... And taking absolutely nothing.
That is how strong I am. I can deny.

I hope this will continue for tonight. I will go driving with my dad, I will not splurge on dinner or any dessert.

Strongstrongstrongstrongstrong.

And yet, for all of my emptiness today, I am still not empty enough.

Empty is strong; empty is full. My mantra.

I will weigh myself at the end of tonight, and that will give me inspiration to stay strong tomorrow.

I
can
do
this.

I know I can.

Stay strong. It is soooo delicious when you do.

-Ivie