I already know today is going to be a bad day.

So far today I've had a Diet Pepsi. That's all, and it's 2:30.

But, I'm on my way to a summer party with my family.

I made food to bring. I am expected to eat.

These people are the kind of people that get offended if you don't eat. They are the fat, calorie guzzling population that feel threatened by your prowess to become thin.

I will not eat any meat. I will only eat a little; enough to make them happy.

I will NOT have any dessert. Because I can deny and deny and deny.

Then I will come home and reward myself for good behavior by knowing I'm stronger.

Green tea green tea green tea baby.

Stay strong.

-Ivie