i've been reading some thinspo books lately, and i've realized that they all SUCK.
i have read only two decent ones, stick figure and wintergirls.
i think i will purchase wintergirls, beca se i liked it so well.
school starts next friday.
my mom wants to go shopping with me, and i kinds of do too, but i'm afraid of what size i will be, and i'm afraid that if i do lose alot of weight (which is very unlikely, but it could still happen) then all that money would go to waste. what i primarily need is pants, and you can't wear pants that are too big, you just can't. you'll have to wear a belt, and then the thighs area will look all baggy, and then your ubtt looks saggy because it gets all loose, so i don't want to shell out 350 for like only three pairs of jeans.
shirts, shirts are okay. i don't really care if they are baggy. i don't mind the 'swimming in my clothing' look, but only with shirts. if my pants are too big, and they aren't sweats, i get anxious. also if i have lots of pant room, i tend to overeat.
god. i wish so badly that i was perfect. so fucking badly.
I Am:
- Ardice
- I am Ardice. I am a girl living on the edge, with one foot in and one foot out. I was not born to be background. I am vying for perfection.
14.8.10
11.8.10
ohkay. stupid anons.
why do people always have to turn something that was meant for good into something VERY BAD that destroys one's self esteem and peace of mind?
god. i have this stupid anon on formspring and tumblr, and they said i was a hypocritical, self centered. conceited, nosy bitch, and that i think i'm the queen of the world.
some of my friends know that i lost some wieght. i guess it would be natural to answer their questions and help them if they ask me to right?
but thats not being hypocritical. if i was telling them to do this and that but i wasn't doing it myself, that would be hypocritical. that bitch doesn't know what she is talking about. and you little bitch, i know who you are, BAYASA. gtfo.
seriously. i gave you a chance, actually many chances, and you blew all of them, and you treat me like dirt, like you're the queen of the world, and you expect me not to know its you?
god. i know how you write, too. if someone has known you for 15 years, i think they would know how you like to write. you just get your illegal immigrant ass out of here. okay? thanks.
why do people always have to turn something that was meant for good into something VERY BAD that destroys one's self esteem and peace of mind?
god. i have this stupid anon on formspring and tumblr, and they said i was a hypocritical, self centered. conceited, nosy bitch, and that i think i'm the queen of the world.
some of my friends know that i lost some wieght. i guess it would be natural to answer their questions and help them if they ask me to right?
but thats not being hypocritical. if i was telling them to do this and that but i wasn't doing it myself, that would be hypocritical. that bitch doesn't know what she is talking about. and you little bitch, i know who you are, BAYASA. gtfo.
seriously. i gave you a chance, actually many chances, and you blew all of them, and you treat me like dirt, like you're the queen of the world, and you expect me not to know its you?
god. i know how you write, too. if someone has known you for 15 years, i think they would know how you like to write. you just get your illegal immigrant ass out of here. okay? thanks.
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