I am stronger than most of them. They have to binge and binge and binge and then purge to make themselves clean and pink on the inside. I can deny and deny and deny. Iliketodeny.
-I do not eat meat. It holds too much temptation to binge and binge and binge. If I stay away from vile things like cows and chickens, I can stay empty.
-I do not drink. Except Diet Coke. Sure, that shit will kill you, but I'm addicted.
-I do not eat 800 cals a day. That is disgusting, and will result in purging, which I do not do.
-I do not feel like denying is a punishment. It is a reward for getting so strong.
Empty is strong; empty is full.
So stay strong. It is soooo delicious when you do.
-Ivie
you're right, i admire your strength, the strength i lack. i once had it though your at my ideal weight! ehh i'm going to get down that size one way or another even if it kills me
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