i'm so fucking fat i don't know what to do with myself.

i want to be a lawyer, but looking good equals more money and i don't want to bust my ass trying to become a lawyer when i'm stuck in this nasty body.

my face is shit, so having a good physique is the least i can do, but as it turns out, it's the most i can do.

i suck.

i weigh more now than i did when i first started.

what the fuck is wrong with me??

most people just complain about having lost inly twenty pounds and then being stuck there, but i can't even ufkcing lose a single pound and keep it off.

i'm such a goddamn failure.